May 2012
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I'm in a very serene grateful mood.
It was ser off by my dad’s email asking for what I wanted for my birthday. I realised that my 19th birthday marks the 20th anniversary of parenthood for mum and dad.
20 years of unconditional love,
20 years of never endings support,
20 years of putting someone else before themselves,
20 years of ‘clean your room’s.
There has been a lot of ups and a lot of downs, but I...
Anonymous asked: Where do you see yourself in the next 5 years? Love, work etc
Anonymous asked: I always knew use would end up together.
Anonymous asked: You and Clayton make a beautiful couple. You should have babies. When, where, how did you two get together?
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Vivid fest is so pretty! I love fireworks at...
In other news…
This hectic schedule is making my inner house bound house wife persona deprived.
At this moment she has decided she’ll buy a baby born doll so she can dress it up in the cutest, tiniest, American Apparel clothes….
And now all she wants is to go home and be cuddled and have her back rubbed, eat dinner with her man… But he ain’t there.
And by she,...
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This morning I realised somebody had blocked me on facebook.
This realisation was followed by a cold laugh, a little emptiness, a small sigh of closure, a tinge of confusion and now this post.
I now have zero ways of communications with this person. Although it doesn’t really effect me or my feelings, I do feel a little strange to know that the invisible wall I have put up between us is...
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Work in progress. 'just happened'
I was never the one to wonder
Who brushed against my shoulder, was he the one?
Did I just miss the one?
I was never the one to find love through what I saw with my eyes,
I dug deep and I didn’t waste my time.
So when you were the one I clasped tight, oh love is blind,
And chances I gave a hundred, all I needed back was to feel wanted.
And you said it just happened,
A mistake it...
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Chilli
Someone needs to get me a puppy because I want one.
I’m going to call it Chilli.
The age old argument between Clay and I is that I want a French Pug and he wants me to get a Kelpy. And although I adore his two kelpy babies, they would and have dragged me down the street so I can’t.
Last night I was sitting in Georgia’s room sorting through my assignment when Clay started playing the drums. And all the butterflies in the universe fluttered.
So lucky to have such a talented muso boyfriend
It seems that many people after high school seem to think that the way their life is, is maturity and adulthood at its set form.
People move in with boyfriends, have kids, get engaged, go to uni, get a mediocre job that pays enough…
And it seems like they all have settled down with it.
I think I went through a bit of that around easter too.
I guess the real game here is who realises...
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I'm in the Miss World Australia pageant and I... →
Thanks guys
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If Christina Hendricks and Jon Hamm doesn't hook...
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“Fuck racism, fuck separatism!”
– Public Enemy
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I swear I havent felt this sick in so long! But I’m a very healthy gal and I believe that the 4 mandarins I consumed will make it all better by the morning!
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On many 'how to' guides of fashion,
There is always a section on how sometimes you gotta fake it til you make it.
Well, let me tell you. Don’t Ignore That Chapter!
Because at one point on another… Or more like at least once a.day, if you work in fashion there will be a point where you panic, tree on water.and it is ALWAYS a sink or swim situation.
It’s true that a million girls would kill for your job so if...
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You may have noticed that I have instagram now…
Well I got a new phone and it is gong to be way easier posting and we are getting internet soon too so yay for my official tumblr come back :)
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No matter how careful or safe I am, when my period comes I reward myself with chocolate, dance a little and sigh in relief for no babies.
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Ours.
Okay lately without meaning to say it I keep saying things like OUR
bed and OUR car when it’s actually MY bed and HIS car.
Minus the fact that it’s weird that I called his car ours, I don’t
mind the fact that my subconscious has decided to call my bed OURS
because it feels like that anyway.
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Puppy love;
I don’t like it when people tell young kids that they don’t know what love is…
Why judge someone’s human experience? I mean I won’t deny that the
love they feel at the young age and the love they’ll find and feel
later on is miles apart on intensity but it’s still love and it’s
still a profound, human experience.
I think it goes the same with...
There’s a lot of meanings associated with the name ‘Ayla’ like moon,
family, the greek god Ares… But when my mother picked that name and
gave me the japanese characters to it, it was like she cast a spell on
me.
Ayla, in my Japanese characters means Love & goodness. And she gave
me those characters because she wanted me to receive love and give
love by good...
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Happy Mother's Day for all the mothers in the...
I have a newfound appreciation and respect for mothers since I’ve been
living on my own.
The washing, the clothes folding, bed making, hot food and the love
and support mothers provide, they are invaluable. To have that at all
is a privilege.
So lucky to have been taught the things I was by all the mothers in the world.
But especially my mother.